All of the feels.

I don’t know if it’s because of hormone treatment, too much or too little anti-depressants, IBS, endo, or just the fact that I’m a girl, but I’m an extremely emotional person. Too emotional.

Here’s a little slice of life post for you:

Things that make me do this:

rage at husband for no reason pms

  • Husband is not paying attention to me.
  • Husband is not paying enough attention to me.
  • Husband is paying too much attention to me.
  • Husband is breathing loudly.
  • Husband is writing with a pencil and I can hear it.
  • Husband is making any noise with any thing.
  • I can recall a time in the past that Husband was upsetting. Now he must suffer.

Things that make me do this:

profuse weeping cry overdramatic

  • This video.
  • This video.
  • Any video with a baby in it really.
  • Seriously every movie I ever see. I can’t think of one that I didn’t cry in at some point.
  • Books with sad things.
  • Books with happy things.
  • All the rides at Disneyland and Disneyworld – on Soarin, at the end when you fly over the parks, I burst into tears so loudly that it scared my husband.
  • Talking about Disneyland and Disneyworld.
  • The TV show Friends.
  • Also Futurama.

Things that make me do this:

depression

  • Doctors appointments.
  • Dwelling on the word “incurable.”
  • People I love doing bad things like drugs and going to jail.
  • Murder, terrorism, and everything else on the news.
  • Trying and failing to get approved for a mortgage over and over and over.
  • Having to work late.
  • When the computer crashes and I loose work.
  • When the computer crashes and I loose art.

Things that make me do this:

happy

  • When my cat comes over to me without me calling her.
  • Presents from my hubby.
  • Kisses from hubby at the perfect moment.
  • When the sky is pretty.
  • When it rains.
  • When I see an animal.
  • When a really good song comes on.
  • CANDY!!!
  • When you guys like and share and comment on stuff!
  • Warm tea.
  • Cuddles.
  • Free samples at the store.
  • My little pony – Rainbow Dash is best pony.

Am I crazy? Anyone else have these feels?

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16 thoughts on “All of the feels.

  1. I don’t think this makes you crazy. I think it makes you human. My husband and I have been talking about somewhat similar things lately and I think everyone has irrational feelings, emotions, and reactions regularly; just not everyone expresses them the same.

    πŸ™‚

  2. When you make good art–I think you must look like the last photo (happy)!

    When I read the first sections of the post, I felt like the second picture (tearful)! Except the part about the husband making noise made me LOL. Can you seriously eat a banana too loudly? (Yes.)

  3. Yes, yes and yes. All of those things. Computer crashing is by far the worse. Puts my anxiety through the roof. I found that making back ups of my backs ups of my back ups really helps though πŸ™‚

    1. I kind of go through cycles. I’ll have a few months where I just feel angry at everything, then a few months of sad, and even a few months were life just seems awesome and I’m not sure why. Though of course I have the emotional episodes interspersed throughout as well. I kind of feel sorry for the people around me lol. I’m lucky that they love me anyway. πŸ˜›

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